Wednesday, February 18, 2009

Hurt Versus "Hurt"

"Hurt" versus Hurt.

I would meditate on death in my teens.

Every morning being clubbed to death, shot, stabbed, getting hit by a car while trying to out run a group of guys for whom fag bashing marked the end of an evening out.

Scenarios of Death. A rehearsal for the final act. Wakes me up faster then the smell of fresh coffee.

One perspective - versus another
"...hiding" - (???)
"...being "'hurt'" - (???)
"...self imposed oppression" - (???)

- Gay, it also means happy.